have been writing on chrismas night for several hours.
My life was much better since I have gitea, I also added the comment section for this blog in these days, it was easier as I thought. Years back it was horrible for me to work with a terminal,but now it at least fits...
I learnt to set the permission bit +x on folders last month.
I learnt to set breakpoints instead of printing a few months ago.
I ran the first minikube instance with the instructions of AI, then I forgot totally what those configuration files are, and what minikube is.
I have got a lot of config files from AI, most of them I dont understand.
I ... implemented the gpt-2 model this year, also several classes for transformers.
I even learned rust this year.(with a desperate tone)
I dont know what I am doing most of time, I'm often scared of my ignorance. I don't feel comfortable with new devices, but I have slowly adapted to many things I didnt have done before.
Maybe I wont be willing to live without tailscale and gitea now...
Back in 2018, I decided that I couldnot write without Tex. Years after, it turned out that I could neither type nor spell any Greek letters without TeX Live, thats why I was addicted Tex.
I still cant use those alphabets without TeX-live, and I still cant write without Tex, and Tex is still my primary programming language...
It has been a lot of code... and tears.
And the feeling of failure is always hauting me.
I... I am still too far from being an engineer.
Years ago, someone told me that you can't write a project just to pass assignment tests.
Years back, when I was editing these posts, I was in a distressing situation and even wanted to shout to my current thesis supervisor that you should not construct an AI solely to pass tests.
(maybe someday...)
I will have the super power of writing a parser.
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